Well, we never did get an answer as to what is going on with Nick's arm. Lab results revealed NOTHING. The incision on his arm is healing every day. He's to the point now where he can wear a large band-aid on it while at home, but I still have to help him wrap it for work. The lymph node in his armpit is still swollen. What the HECK. The doctor did say at the follow-up appointment that if this truly is cat scratch fever, then it could take a while to go away. Great.
Not much else is new...my mom will FINALLY be closing the sale of her old house (my childhood home) next week. She had to do a crazy amount of repairs that cost thousands, so I think she actually will be losing money on the sale. That sucks, but at least she will officially be done with that house.
I continue to eat and drink everything in sight, so no surprise my weight is still a problem. Luckily, it's not going up. Nick has been determined to lose weight lately, so he has not been eating breakfast and shrinking his portions. I currently weigh 36 lbs more than him, so that makes me feel great.
I wish I could commit to making serious changes, but I have zero motivation right now for some reason. I'm not motivated to exercise, stop drinking, or change my eating. So, this is the way I'll stay then! Ughhh. I just know I'll look so big and ugly in our vacation pictures at the beach this summer. Every summer, I always regret not making changes and losing weight. I don't know why I keep whining about this. I don't even feel sorry for myself because it's my own fault that this is the way I look. Plain and simple!
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